Welcome back yet again to another exuberant edition of the Fuckers Corner. I am your host - The Fucker. This week I wanted to gripe a little about the all mighty dollar and obviously about how hard it is to come by and save while it is so easy to spend.I'm fucking broke dammit!

Now that I have a couple jobs that pay, (and this one that may down the road fingers crossed) one wouldn't expect me to be broke but ha ha I am. Every damn time I get a little fucking overhead something comes along and shits all over that. I am about to spend at least 1 or 2 entire checks to fix this. I have to borrow what I need and hand it back over a.s.a.p. Fucking bullshit but at least I have someone who I can borrow it from. I suppose that beats not having the money at all. The real fucked up thing is that this is my 1st paycheck coming from my new job. I thought I would take the wife someplace nice for dinner and sock the rest away. Nope, not going to happen this time. Where the hell is this lady luck and is she up for some part time lovin? God, I just need a little break here and there you know? Short of stealing, stripping, or being in the nursing field (which I couldn't do any of) I seem to be right fucked on the whole saving money thing. It sure is nice to be young and broke in this shitty economy.

The Metallica lyric in Sweet Amber ("God it feels like it only rains on me") really rings a bell in my brain sometimes. I always try to figure it could be worse and I don't like complaining or coming off like a bitch but how am I supposed to feel. I am not satisfied with my financial situation but fuck, I have a full time job and a part time job. Not to mention this work here, and I just need to make something happen. I really am trying hard but it seems to stay the same no matter what. I am greatful for what I have but I am overburdened but what I don't and need. Wow, what a real brain fuck life can be at times. New job and my first month I won't even see any of it. Sometimes I could just scream to the Heavens but there's no point yelling at the subaudable is there? To tell you the truth, SAVE every penny you can. Be frugal and price shop whenever you can. Either that or find a way to get rich and go for it. God knows If I had any ideas I would try just about anything legal anyway.

Well folks, I have to take my broke ass and start calling around for estimates being that the first one I got was 490.00. Fuck that, hopefully I can find that cut in half. I guess I could handle that. So come back next week and feel the wrath of The Fucker. Untill then go fuck yourselves, I'm out!